Cant Stop Crying

I cant stop crying because I am missing you
Even though you were just here its all I can seem to do
Being apart the way we are
Even though the distance isnt far
We do what we can until we can figure something out
How to be together all the time sharing our love about

Happy together and so much in love
People may not understand but fate was given to us from above
So scared that I could no longer be strong
You promised I wouldnt have to do it alone you would stay by my side holding on

Tears of joy I cry now only sad ones when you arent near
But you promised no matter how far apart we are you are always here
No longer will I cry from being miserable and fear of being alone
I have so much love it is our own
Even when I cry when I am not with you
I look forward to our love because I know it is true

Written by Jenna@2002 11/5/02

The Last Time I Held You

The last time I held you it was such a sweet night
Never letting go holding on so tight
A feeling I had I want you to know
Thinking now please dont let him let me go
Pulling your body in closer to me
Falling into your arms as close as I can be
I held you in my embrace feeling your heart beat
Feeling the pressure of passions heat
Hearing you silently whisper I love you
Wanting you again and again What am I to do
Kissing me slowly the power of your embrace
Cupping in your hands holding onto my face
Whispering you promis to love me forever
As long as I'll have you you said that is how long we will be together
You are the only man who makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time
You are the only one I ever wanted to be mine
Trying not to be sad because I know I'll hold you again
Our life has just started we have so much to do before it comes to an end

Written by Jenna@2002 2/1/02

My Savior, My Love, My Soulmate...

You came into my life when I had lost all hope
When I thought I had failed at finding love thinking I couldnt cope

Showing me the truth unconditional love
Made ne wonder still if you were sent straight from God above

Take away the pain fear sorrow and sadness
Giving me sanity though my insane life giving me such happiness

Capturing my heart the very essence of my soul
No one else ever I hope you understand always will be your Jenbo

You mean the world to me
You are everything trur love should be

The passion of your kiss the joy of your touch
Staying together holding on to each other even more when times are rough

Truly you are my best friend, my lover, my souls one true mate
Leaving one another would have been our greatest mistake

We stuck it out held on for dear life
I feel so underserving and so lucky to be your wife

Full of compassion understanding and love
My gift baby is you truly of God above

You are my soulmate
Stronger together in destiny hope and faith

Written By Jenna2005 4/25/05

Because of You

With you things seem to be better everytime your around I light up with a smile

Never a frown in your arms crying horribly from being seperated by miles

So nervous when you are close there is so much to say

Not sure but your presence seems smooth in every way

A love grown between is through many heartaches and tears

Your love seems to be slowly breaking my fears

Because of you I have felt love like I have never known before

The kind of love I have wanteded forevermore

You amaze me in ways I cannot explain the way you make me explode so exciting

My soulmate I feel you are, when you arent near a part of me is missing so lost without you

The more our love grows the more open we are our love will be even more true

Written by Jenna@2005 4/25/05

The Soul Moves Me

The energy of your soul moves me
Undeniable sensations of passion flow please just release
Make the deepest part of my heart escapes to you
I see love in your eyes the devil in your smile

Feelings of joy your soul moves me feelings come forth
A sweet song of echoes in my mind
Speaking of words so sweet that stay within my heart
Sweet laughter abounds your innocent style

Your soul moves me in every way
We found our union of one
To hold and cherish all our life
It was your soul that moved me

Written by Jenna@2002 2/5/02

Dreaming About You

We lay awake each night
Yes where you are I am here alone
Dreaming of nothing but holding you tight
Us so sad of being on our own

Wishing nothing more than to listen to your heart beat
Falling asleep under the covers as the rain pours outside
Making love all through the night that would be so sweet
But you are there and I am here it makes me want to cry

Dreaming of the day we can be together again
Missing you so much it feels as though my heart is dying
After so long of the absence of your arms
Dreaming of you then you arent here I still wake up crying

Soon my love ill be in your arms the rest of ever
As husband and wife happily ever after

Written by Jenna@2009 4/28/09

Lost and Found

Love we have unlike anything I ve known or thought I deserved but in my heart you found a way there
Being slow in the beginning even before flirting I thought you could be mine
I seen how much you cared
Innocent and sweet finding all these little ways there we were talking more drawn to you sinking into this flirty play
Feelings grow without a touch not knowing the taste of your kiss without even seeing your face
Wondering what if wondering about your embrace
My soul seems to be complete one connection
One love we posess finally after one kiss
Finding love in each other not a moment we want to miss
When I want to run I am right in your arms
So wonderful what we share hoping it lasts forever
Nothing more I want than you and I together

written by jenna@2008 6/25/08

Perfect Night

It is almost a perfect night
I gaze at the stars by the window
My hair blowing in the cool breeze
Oh my neck I feel a soft blow

I feel a shiver up my spine
As his fingertips caress my back so bare
He moves closer to me
Running his fingers through my hair

He flings around
Grabs me by the hips
Looks deep into my eyes
Licking trembling lips


He throws me on the bed
As he plants a huge wet kiss
His hands exploring all over
Not a spot he would miss

He passionately touches
Kisses licks my every curve
Whispering sweet nothinfs in my ear
Snesations running wild through my every nerve

The chills and tingling escalate
And passion now prevails
Completely lost within each other
Hidden fantasies slowly unveil

Locking in on a hot spot
As he calls out my name
He lets out deep sighs
Enjoying this erotic game

Our warm bodies intertwined
In a state of sheer ecstasy
Internal flames wildly burning
Escapade ending so magically

Laying on my satin sheets
On this almost perfect night
With a glass of wine on hand
With you it would feel so right

Written by Jenna@2008 8/28/08

I Dropped A Tear

All eyes see my love for you grows every day
Nothing to stop it no one could get in its way
You're all I think about, you are all I will ever need
All who try to get in the way better take heed
I dont want to let go I love our little world
I love the way you call me your babygirl

Your love is like a waterfall beautifully falling all around and inside
If ever it stopped flowinf my heart would drown a part of me would surely die
I fought so hard to keep you before
I would fight again even harder even more
Your parents or mine cannot stop this love from turning
They cannot stop this incredible yearning

I want to leave my a life of our own
Hoping and praying they will just leave us alone
I cry each night waiting to be in your embrace
I miss your hand catching my tears caressing my face
I dropped a tear in the ocean when you said we were through
Whenever you find it is the day I will stop loving you

Knowing you loved me, you didnt stand up for our love
You let them win my heart sank broke into pieces from below to above
No more tears shall I cry I will move on in search of a truier love than yours
And maybe one day my heart will mend enough to carefully open the door

Written by Jenna@2002 10/28/02

Cant We Be Friends

What happened to that instant spark
It cant be that quickly torn apart
Im not really sure its quiet now
Everyone asks I tell them I dont know please help somehow
Everytime I see you passing by
You look right through me inside I want to cry
Was something there
Did you ever care
Yes no I dont know it feels so strange I still cant let go
I keep trying but you sealed in my heart
Hard to move in it ended badly everything ripped apart

You take my breath away with memories of your smile
You broke my heart with silence didnt even try for awhile
I am hoping you will just talk to me like before
Just be a friend thats all I am asking for
Things in life has changed
My life rearranged
I wish you were still here still a little dont you care
I know I cant have you back
But please just admit you cared please just be a friend
I am still here for you until the very end
written by jenna@2002 9/10/02

Scarlett Letter

A woman from the purtian times
Married to a man who was cruel, he was sent to war on the sea line
Her husband was gone for many years
She fell in love with the pastor of her new town still she had many fears
Fears of her husband not sure he was dead or people finding out of her forbidden love, would their love previal or burn
News of death one night of passion with true love a beautiful little girl
Inprisoned her for sin for not whispering who the father was she would not reveal it to the world
In her state of prison the preacher wanted to confess
She begged him no the preacher in his own prison would not breathe of the mess
Out of prison with her daughter, forced to wear the letter "A" on her chest
Even though her husband not found an adultery was the sin she said
She bared the sin on her breast
Shunned by everyone whispering and the gossip talk
Mocked about wherever she walked
One day her husband returns put of the blue
Wants to know the man who bedded his wife the awful things he wanted to do
The husband went away to the same in the preacher never found out, the wife lived alone a few more years
The preacher tired of bearing the secret confessed the little girl of three or four was his and hers
They moved away to live their lives together happy without anymore fear
The husband run a muck when the indians invaded and he died there alone
The preacher and the purtian woman lived many years before the preacher passed he gave all his love to his wife and little girl
I suppose you could peace surrounded their small little world

Written by Jenna@2010

Lay My Heart To Rest

My heart has been asleep so unraveled by pain
I pray to God each day this will not turn out the same
I have such deep feelings we got so close so fast
Thought I was in love before but unlike the others I want this one to be the last
I have cried so many broken heart tears
I have seen and felt all the fears
When we came back together I swear fate was looking our way
I pray to God everyday with me is where you want ot stay

Lay my heart to rest within your deepest soul
I pray to God each day my love is the only one you want to know
I have my doubts still yet, because I am not beautiful to all the world
You make me feel that way though everytime you say "your my babygirl"
I hope for the day when you ask me to be yours forever
I feel so lonely without you definitely we are better together

I want to lay my head to rest in yours
Be with you forevermore
Dying to know if you feel the same way
I felt the love when you asked if you could stay

my heart is yours for the taking
I dont think I will see it breaking
Knowing I love you and you love me
Its where we belong together forever blessed be

written by jenna@2004 8/18/04

Players Contradictions

He is just a man full of contradictions says one thing he means another
leading her on she makes her on conclusions
She falls in love and being sucked into another of his delusions
Is anything better than being alone
Would she be ok on her own
Seems all her life she is just surrounded by desires of all these men
Whats happening now What could happen then
Devoting herself until the circumstances change
Not wanting to feel left out Staying with him he is a little deranged
Not wanting everyone to be lonely she cannot settle to just one man he
cannot settle to just one woman players contradictions both as honest dishonest
as they can
Left out and lonely now what to do
Both his and her contradictions not so different every word is true
Causing pain to each other even though they are brother and sister
But when they do get married itll be in a congregation of true
Christians where everybody present are brother and sister


Winter 2005

True Friendship

I dont know what it is I see
Is it you or is it me
I watch your eyes they look my way
As if you are hanging on every word I say
I see you so clear and feel the touch of your hand
I just dont know if I can fit into your plan
Your destiny is such a greater call
I am almost taken so how could I possibly fall
Your eyes tell a story
One of hope many worries
Follow your heart speak about what you feel
Be honest and keep it real
I have for you the upmost respect
Bul ill keep in for further aspect
Ill hope a friendship will come of this
For it is pur talks I will miss
I am not that far that you cant say hey
For my love is eternal I am never going far away
A word from your Father the oh grateful Lord
Ill always be there for you have but to open the door

Written by Jenna@2000 Summer 2000 (for Elder Corbett Jackson)

A Hearts Fear

Something happened to us awhile ago to make your heart doubt and fear
But yet you are still here wanting to be near
The look I see deep within your eyes
I swear sometimes makes me want to cry
The feelings we share when you me the way you do
I dont see how that cant come from your heart isnt it true?

I knoe you cant let this doubt pass by
Please have the patience the truth you seek is close please dont go for I would surely cry
I know its alot to ask but you know what I am telling you is real
Please just look inside to see the truth go with us and what you feel

I know you are scared of getting hurt its hard to let anyone in
I promise to be careful with your heart I know where its been
I to have had it rough
And sometimes its easier to be to be tough
But we have this connection unlike any I have felt in the longest time
I am proud to say that you are mine

When you cried with me I knew there was something there I know you really care
Please dont let your heart stay closed because of doubt and fear
Know that I am the truth and please let me near
I will take good care of you
And in your heart of hearts you know this is true

Written by Jenna@2005 11/25/05