Tuesday, March 27, 2012

I have been through hell this past couple of weeks, my now ex after four years decides to dump on me because he doesnt think I am me, my daughters father we will call him the douche planted an awful picture of me on a website that I know have a lawsuit against...He seems to think I am married, which I would have had to of been 13 when I got married and I do not see that happening, I may be from Kentucky but I have more intelligence than that. He misunderstood my bosses name, which I found his page and posted, I went as far as to order original documents of my birth certificate, my daughters birth certificate, our original social security cards and knowing that Trish's boyfriends name is matthew,thinking I was talking to him instead of my daughter one day, um lets see, my friend Amanda must be non existent because she doesnt come around, mind you she is a bitch most of the time and does what she wants, trials people into my house, he found a shirt she brought home from ttai and it had someone elses name on it she is a slut just so you know so that does not surprise me any....and just because he couldnt find her on the internet obviously she isnt real...I gave him her last name because we all call her by a nickname oh and by the way my name is Jennifer Nicole Boyd, my mothers maiden name is Chaplin I took her last name to not be noticed by someone a long time ago, I was born in 1979 october 25th, I have one daughter Chelsea lashea Chaplin born 1997 august 18th...  The douche came back into my life 5 years ago making my life hell....and come to find out he doesnt love me enough he threw me out to the wolves to be ate up and humilated by his friends, and he left me there....said he was just being nice to me when he made love to me twice this past week saying he still loved me wanting to be with me, then decides he needs to dump me anyway because obviously I am just lying to him and hes crazy....I loved him more than anything besides my kids ( I adopted a baby boy when an ex friend left him on my doorstep at 3 weeks old), and he just threw me away at the drop of a hat....because he couldnt find everything he needed on a computer, unlike him I dont post my entire life on here because my life is my fucking business no one elses, the more people know about you the more they can hurt you, but I found out the hard way mistaken identity hell he thinks I am someone else I know who I am and he still doesnt want to believe, my life is so fucked up it couldnt be made up even if I wanted it to be....and before you make assumptations you should just come to me and ask dont be afraid to talk funny he can talk all over the computer or to a camera but talking directly to me is difficult, he was with me a long time and now I am heartbroken and hurt he doesnt give a damn because he said he should have been with someone else the past four years not me, what the hell after this past week???? make love to me then say someone else is more important to you...that is some bullshit....and yet I cant hate him because I still love him....God make me not love him anymore...I cant be like this I am dying in my own pool of misery and he could care less....