Dear Diary....

Today I had the most amazing day dream about my baby, we were trying to find a place to be alone we ended up at place like lovers point we had this music playing that just set the mood, I remember one song in my dream by Foreigner "I Wanna Know What Love Is" I could hear it playing over and over. Knowing how much I loved this man all I wanted him to do was show me. It felt like we hadnt made love in ages. He hadnt kissed me in forever. We parked in this place, and I felt him kissing me, him biting my bottom lip, and kissing my neck, biting me a little more. I felt his hands inside my shirt and all I wanted was his mouth all over my chest. His hands, and his mouth was caressing my breasts, I felt the strength of his hands as he cupped them, running his fingers over them I was arched back feeling so lost in his touch. I could stand no more I kissed him softly and made my way down on him showing him I missed him I knew he was feeling it, somehow my pants disappeared his hand had found this warm wet place and his hand, his fingers made it even wetter. I felt like he was going to explode so I stopped and kissed him. I slid on top of him I felt the length of him overpower my body. We got so lost in each other, kissing him, him holding me up close to him as we move with the rhythm of the music. It was such an incredible feeling. Then I opened my eyes because he texted me, thought we could replay what was in my mind today it didnt happen that way just all frustrated and nuts now...