I BREATHE IN I BREATHE OUT
I ran into someone the other day

Asking why we weren’t together where had you gone astray

My heart still beating only God knows how or why

Hoping one day happiness will come just trying to get through a day and not cry

I was doing so well until someone mentioned your name

All the feeling flooding over me, making me feel the same ole same

They asked me how I am getting along without you here

I look and say I breathe in , I breathe out

One foot moving in front of the other, not sure how to go about

I take each day slow hoping you wont love me that way anymore

Makes it harder to let go when you wont shut the door

Still wanting to be lovers when we can barely be friends

I feel that soon might have to come to an end

I just breathe in I breathe out

Trying to get my life together without you not wanting to remember how deep love used to be

My heart cries out wanting to be near you I know I cant or ill never be free

You once were the joy the took away my tears

I believed you were the one who clouded my fears

Finding a peace within the pain

I had to let go to not go insane

Even though my heart is broken I breathe in I breathe out

Going day by day slowly taking what comes find love again and what true love is all about

Each breath within me will heal my broken heart

And realizing the even without you my world wont fall apart

Mirrored Reflection

Seeing through my friends eye of what I have been writing may leave the impression that I am not over someone. I am not in love with this person, and I am not going back to this person. Just some days it is hard when our band plays on the radio, or I hear a song he used to sing to me. I was inspired to write this just a few minutes ago by my best friend. I was looking at myself and what I would become if I dont just take a few steps back and change my direction. Rod you are the greatest friend anyone could ever have and I am honored to be yours. Love you bunches.

Mirrored Reflection

Seeing myself in the mirror I didn’t like the reflection looking back at me

I told myself I needed to change if my heart was ever going to be free

Looking through the glass I saw what I had lost

A love I thought so strong, but it was tainted and now look at the cost

Yes my heart was shattered seemed I was slipping in the dark

Worse than any animal that could rip your flesh apart

Looking through the glass I thought I saw you there

Staring back at me it seemed an illusion this face that claims to care

Seeing you I thought my heart would surely stop its beat

Fall right out of my chest and hit between the dirt and my feet

It didn’t you see as I am still here

Wondering what tomorrow will bring, when your voice in my head I don’t hear

Seeing you looking back at me as if you had something to say

But what else could there be, you made your choice that day

My heart my be crushed because I know what we had was so real

But sometimes you have to move on even if its not in what you feel

I saw it in my writing what I obviously cant deny

Yes I love you still but I don’t want the chance for you again to make me cry

Love can change even though it still is embedded in your heart

I just cant stay with you, I am tired of being ripped apart

I am getting through without you little more every day that goes by

I will get over you its working now I don’t even have to try

You are now not the first thing on my mind

I don’t use our memories to pass the time

I am moving on to bigger and brighter things

Enjoying life looking through the glass I see the beginning of change

Wonderful and grand at what could in store

A glorious it will be when my heart doesn’t love you anymore



My best friend Rod helped inspire this one. I hope you will enjoy. Thank you Rod for making me see the light in things and keeping me from sliding into darkness.

If I...

If I....

If I close my eyes I can see us together me and you

I see us in this place I wish you could see me too

If I could close my eyes feel your body cover me like a blanket of new fallen snow

Feeling the strength not want to get up just the embrace of your body I will know

In this huge world now we find each other in this place

Like a gentle breeze that calms you, just the look upon your face

From the moment I saw you, I knew that we could have something true and real

So obvious now from just the way talking to you makes me feel

I know the second when your lips touch mine

The scent of you is intoxicating, one the lingers throughout time

Wanting the chance to know your hand holding mine, your fingers tracing my body it makes me think so much more

Do you know what it is you do to me, I wish you could see what I am looking for

Savoring every moment I get chills when you walk up next to me

I want to lose control I have to remember my heart cannot yet be free

Knowing what is going through my mind you come closer pull me to your embrace

I feel the heat from your body that sexy smile written across your beautiful face

Wrapping my legs around you, you carry me laying kisses from my ears to my lips brushing them against hair

Needing..wanting to feel a rhythm as you take my breath of what is to come I think it is more than I can bare

My desire for you grows, so much wanting an emptiness that used to burn

Wanting to get lost in each other, passion to satisfy fulfilling this longing yearn

How do I make you see for each other we are right

All I want to feel is you holding me so tight

Do you think I am worthy for a love to fight

If I close my eyes I can see us together me and you....

Enveloping your arms around me whispering and smiling babygirl I see it too

Untitled :For Jonathan

Waiting for an Angel

Waiting for someone to get me through the nightly screams

I lay there each time hearing you speak in my dreams

An angel who sings to me with a voice that carries me through

We talk during the day I think all the time who are you

This angel who makes me smile

Even though it seems its thousands and thousands of miles

Many days gone by and we get to know more scared to death of what could or couldnt be

I dont know if you feel the same as me

I do pray tell that we can be close in one way or another

Seeing as how well so far we have connected with each other

Feeling your absence even though it hasnt been long since we spoken

I am wondering now if you miss talking to me to, knowing it was a little often

For hours that got longer it was nice to see a side of you

Know that every word you hear is nothing more than honest and true

Wishing I werent so shy about certain things

I worry a little if nothing is there then what joy would it bring

But this angel who sings to me is someone I want to know more

After all, all I have to do one tiny thing to open the door

The Nearness of You

My thoughts are you thinking of you this night

Although the miles keep us apart

This distance embeds me wondering what it would be like to hold you tight

To know what is inside your soul deep into your heart

To understand this feeling

I cannot ask I know you are confused asking yourself what you could do

However this compassion, wishing and hoping to see

Just to feel the nearness of you

Sadness for not being able to hear your voice

Near enough to know if this is real

Such a happiness when we talk

For the thought of what I could share with you

The tender thoughts you feel

As my body aches

For the nearness of you

I long to hear your voice...feel your touch

Your arms wrapped together in mine

To see your face

As I feel your embrace

All this time we are given

To make love worth trying again

Do You Love Me

Our hearts and feelings seemed to burst open wide...

We can no longer run we can no longer hide

Fulfillment of desire, one we cannot explain

Pouring out my heart to you, I didnt know if I could stay sane

I was so afraid that you wouldnt want to be with me

The passion we have felt oh my god..we cant just let it be

Indefinite feelings...unsure...scared but I know what I am feeling for you is real

More emotion, more ecstasy, more than you thought you could ever feel

Falling in love with you eyes beaming with eternal shine

Is it true or just a dream oh god please say you are really mine

I dont know how we will make it work with you so far away

I am willing to try because I want to be with you in every way

Feeling this is more than fate that brought us together

I believe we could have something that could last forever

Beyond sexual attraction beyond lust for each other, a deep a yearning love

Seemingly made for each other, the very breathe I breathe such pleasure felt from the heavens above

Just holding my hand and looking into my eyes

When we made love even with your voice I swear I didnt mean to cry

Please tell me you want me as much as you know I want you

That we can love like this and want each other so much we can be together, I know have that faith no matter the miles we can make it true

Tell me now do you love me as I love you?

A Song

I wanted to write a song for you I wanted it to be something real

I wanted to let you know all the thoughts in my head exactly how I feel

I wanted to be able to sing to you when you were sad

To come up close and hold you when you were raving mad

Silently hold your hand when all is calm and still

Resting my head on your shoulder when your are blue, or confused of how you feel

I know what is stirring and you dont really understand

But this spark between us growing dont know what it is about you man

Wanting to hear your voice, just to see you smile

Not caring about the distance the unbelievable miles

If what we share is more than the way we see each other but what we feel when we are talking

I know it would worth the travel every mile of riding even walking

I dont think is a song just my mindless rambling of what is on my mind

I just cant shake this feeling of wanting to be near you

I dont know what will become if you are even attracted to me, I dont know what to do

All I want is to hear your voice again I miss our nightly conversations

The innocence of a little flirting...the innocence of first temptations

I dont know what will become of us, it would be nice for something more

I guess we will never know until we open the door

Love or Lust

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. ........



Someone who can weaken your soul with a simple smile....

Someone who can show you things even from thousands of miles

Knowing just a simple voice and you feel as though you are completely lost in each other

Wondering how well we will get to know one another

Not knowing if what you are feeling is love or some kind of infatuation

Wondering how to hold control of the situation

Knowing you felt empty and suddenly your heart is complete

Just lying still feeling your heart every single beat

Feeling you near me when I hear you

Missing you every minute it seems I dontt know what to do

Wondering if this is what love feels like

Once you fall you never forget it is like riding a bike

Knowing you feel so strongly drawn to each other...feeling such an attraction

Thinking of each other all the time such a nice distraction

Something you feel that has weakened your soul, not sure if it is love

Something between planted this desire I am sure it was given from above

For everyone there is someone and we are alike in so many ways

I know if we just let it come it will be with us for all our days

Love has knocked and opened up our hearts

Do we take the chance or will we let it fall apart

A Home to your Broken Heart

When you feel you are lost in the dark

When it feels you have pushed out in the cold

When you feel you lost the love in your soul

I am here to be a home to your broken heart



When you want to cry and think its crazy to feel this way

Knowing love wasnt there after all the secret is out

I wanting so much to shield your pain

I want you to know I am here to be a home to your broken heart



When you are alone thinking what you did wrong how could you make it better

I see you for who you are its her loss for not seeing what I can see

When you see through the pain and something that looks like your soul

You can run to me I will be here for you to be a home to your broken heart



Pieces so small they could be passed through the eye of a needle

I will be the savior to pick you up and lead you to the direction of a new light

Hoping you will see the good and what others know about you

I am here for you to be a home to broken heart



Even when the broken is gone and the pain is no more

I will still be here to help you when you feel you want to fall

Knowing you can count on me through everything I will never go

I will be a home to heart broken or not

To Be A Home To Your Broken Heart

To be a home to your broken heart feeling your cries when you miss someone sometimes

Knowing that maybe I dont say nothing at all I try not to worry when you say you are fine

Love will find you ..that place where you belong

I am sure for someone like you it wont be long

I am here with you through spirit and heart

Cry if need be I promise to hold you if you fall apart

To be a home to your broken heart I know what I must do

Sometimes its nothing, just listening to you, wishing I were closer  but heres something now, a big hug from me to you

Nothing short of what you deserve to find happiness through the pain

I promise to hold you up not let you go insane

A wise friend once told me things will get better that I would find my day to shine

Such a great person he was so generous, so caring, so loving so very kind

A home to your broken heart to help you the best I can to heal

Trust me I have been there lower even I know how you feel

I want you to know I love you my friend

I will be there with you I am here until the very end

With Every Beat of my Heart

With every beat of my heart

I want to feel yours beating next to mine

Feeling stirred the the weeks of talking

I want to know what is going on this time

With every beat of my heart

I want to feel yours beating next to mine

So many chances to be closer still

Feeling the beat skip telling me you are closer this time

With every beat of flustered heart

Are you getting excited as I

Knowing its yours if you want to be for me is there a tiny part

With every beat of my heart

I wish to hears in sync with mine

Calling now for you to be here

Wondering if your heart can answer the call this time

With every beat of my heart

I feel the butterflies because I like you more and more

Every beat pounds harder wondering if you want it, or just to pull me apart

With every beat of my heart

When we dont talk the beats get slow wanting to talk to you more

Can you hear the beating

It sounds as loud as a hellious roar

With eavery beat of my heart

I want know what its like for you to be close to me

Right now the beats are alone because you arent here

Waiting patiently to talk to you again, wishing it was time to see

Every beating of my heart

I wish to see you more every day

Hoping that you might want me to

Or will this all just go away

Pain

Pain without love

Love without pain

Is it love if you dont feel both

Pain seems to follow love

Feeling love then it rips from your heart pain takes control

Like a stabbing feeling then repeats over and over

Feeling it rough would rather feel pain than nothing

Still alive if I feel the pain

Love more grand so long as its real

Forgiving for the pain can you love to much

Feeling we are closer no more wretching pain

Pain within love only crying when you leave

Coming back again whole with the battling scars

Not wanting to believe you promised to come back no matter

Ripping the flesh but cannot dig from the depths of your soul

Seeing as the pain makes you cry out

Love calls out even more as you whisper my name

I hear you in my dreams

I cry out to God to bring you home

Feeling sure pain cannot override the place you call your home

My heart in yours as yours in mine my spirit in yours as yours in mine

The pain you endure the love you have with me so much more

you and me

I never understood in all this time
How my feelings grew for you why you wouldn’t leave my mind
Such friends become so much more, I shiver at the sound of your voice
You have my love, so much stronger than lust controlling my feelings and senses like I have no other choice

I thought I would never love after my last heartbreak
Walls go up, guard goes down the essence of you is more than I can take
With you I can escape
Knowing you will be there early or late
How you know when to be I honestly don’t know its some kind of fate

To be with you in this fight of love not knowing what we will do
Knowing we cannot run from this feeling its deep inside of me and you
This love we share so much deep than lust it makes my heart melt
I think every since the day we met this is how I truly felt
Will we forever last needing you so much not wanting to be by myself

Nobody has touched me like this such a soft sexy voice wanting to look deep in your eyes
Making my body ache and arch for you so overwhelming it made me let out a tiny cry
Letting love escape from a breath
So excited and yet scared to death

Such feelings I have for you, feeling the love aching for the lust
I give you my complete and utter trust
Your faith in me makes me believe I can do anything
No matter what we do such joy you bring

Feeling empty when I don’t hear your voice, missing you so much
Forever I think I will be in love, forever in lust

Sweet distractions your love makes me so weak
All I long for is to hear you speak
This feeling I don’t want to share with anyone but you
Lasting I hope this love I breathe I want it in your heart to be true

Desire that runs through my heart body and soul
Feeling in agony wanting you so much you know
Physical pleasure both you and I to forever explore
This love and lust for you in my very core

Wondering about forever I know it is a long word
But to know this lust and love forever, could be the sweetest we have ever heard
Intertwined in your words, wanting more I am in such desire

Feeling you intoxicates me sets my entire body on fire

Hold On to my Heart

Can you hold on to my heart and please try not to let it break
I put my faith in our love it is yours all you have to do is take

Such a risk after all that has been said and done

I want to be with you and sometimes I don’t know if I should run

There is a flame burning within my soul so deep within my heart

No rain or nothing can put it out, praying it doesn’t fall apart

I am so afraid I will do something to screw it up and let what is good right now go

Can you help hold me in this place, not let me go, so much still you have to know

Love that burns within body wondering will my heart be able to take this on

Holding together a new love creating with you such a beautiful bond

I am begging you to just hold me close when I start to cry

Tell me everything is okay as you kiss the tear from my eye

I don’t want to be alone anymore, I want to trust in what we have at our pace, going toward the right place

To know if this is love we feel , to kiss your lips to feel you in my embrace

Hold on to my heart please keep it close to yours

I am anticipating at the thought of us being in forevermore

Forever free of this pain of love letting us down

Such sweet smiles instead of unhappy frowns

I will be there for you as long as you want me to be

Loving you for waiting so patiently

I know it isn’t easy when you just want to be so near

Every day we get closer a less fear

One day soon I know it will come to pass

When I am with you and you with me making this dream one to last

Egyptian Cotton

I call you this morning and I caught you still in slumber

Freezing outside the covers we just want to stay under

I had never been lucky to catch you still in bed

Thinking it would be warmer the blanket slips over my head

Usually how I sleep skin touching my sheets

When you said that is how you were, I was jealous then thinking how very sweet

Explaining to you about the Egyptian cotton how soft against ones bare skin

You could just lay there forever wrapped up again and again

Hearing you wake up to me was such an honor to share

Even more so when there was more you wanted to bare

Getting turned on by my stretching and that cute little sounds

Turning out my bottom lip into something sexy and not a frown

Listening to you kiss me so passionate and still

My insides quivering shaking do you understand how I feel

Almost feeling the heat from your breath coming straight through the phone

Wanting to claim every part of me as your very own

The sweetness in the air as you whispered my name

After this moment I know I will never be the same

Flames rising within me, making me say things you haven’t heard before

Begging you to take me please touch me just once more

Let me feel the hardness of you so very deep inside

From you my body cannot hide

In control I am at your command

Please be gentle and do what you can

I feel the steady rhythm as you wish it were hand

Wanting to show you so much, pleasuring each other every want we can

Tightening up against you as I feel you about to explode

Screaming out your name words in pure desire so much you don’t know

Making my toes go numb and curl from the other end of the line

Feeling so honored that you wanted to be mine

This simple girl from such a small place

Wanting nothing more than to hold me in your embrace

Wishing to be nowhere else just spending my days with you

Waking up to mornings like this, soon to sleep with them each night, nothing else more I want to do

Just to love me and only me this way, my heart is yours I will be true

I know I can expect nothing less from you

Untitled

When I feel I am lost like nothing I ramble makes sense at all

You always know the right thing to say you seem to catch me when I fall

When my heart seems so broken you are there to listen to my cries

Whispering things will be okay, reminding me I am strong and I will survive

In a crowd of people screaming so loud it seems no one can hear

You listen to me your comforting words take away all of my fears

You like my cuteness the little noises, the little things I do

How I do it I am not sure but your always calming me so great are you

Letting me run to you when I need you the most always leaving your ears open to me

If I run in the wrong direction you lead me back pulling me out setting my worries free

I don’t know how you do it, it when I am freaking out you just talk to me I come down from that place

As if you had just cradled me in your warm embrace.

Somehow you know more than anyone else when something is getting to me

You pull me into this comforting serenity of calm feeling the tension break free

Somewhere deep inside you ease away all the pain

Feeling such pride when I hear you call my name

Knowing you will be there

Knowing you will always care

Knowing I can tell you anything without judge or passing blame

Hoping you to me you can come with anything, for you are my friend the same

I cherish the time we have getting to know each other more and more

I always prayed for a man like you, a love my soul had always been searching for

I wondered if I would ever be so lucky to have someone like you as my own

Hearing you tell me I love you, would be the greatest I had ever known



To have you in my life is an honor a blessing and whatever it is that may come

I don’t want to lose this special thing we have you mean more to me than some

To be loved by you is more than I could ever dream more than you know

Forever my Friend

Tears have fallen from my eyes before

These that fall now behind them mean so much more

A love for someone,  a love so strong deep into my soul

I dont know what to say when he says he feels empty, yet loving me there is just so much I wish to know

He says it isn't the time for us to be together, that it doesnt mean he doesnt love, just needs to find something within himself

I sit here alone thinking how dear he is, my precious friend I am beside myself

Staring at each other's pictures, wondering if there will be the ability to act upon desire

Or will the emptiness linger about, slowly fading into the fire

Feeling as though I am being a bother, not giving him the space he needs, when I feel hurt, its him I always run to, but I cant do that right now

I will always be in his corner to listen to whatever he needs, being the friend I should be, I have to deal with my emotions on my own somehow

Loving each other may not be enough, wanting to just kiss him, hold him, make love to him, knowing it might not be, I have to put that in the back of my mind

I have to be his friend, not try to be the lover, its not what he needs rights right now, maybe all he needs is time

His friendship and his love means everything in the world to me

Praying he will find what he is looking for, the happiness he needs to be set free

Even if that happiness isnt with me no matter how it hurts I will be there until the end

Always loving with all my heart, but first and forever being your friend

Love in Friendship

So many words when you come into my mind
You know how they say love is blind
Seeing you as nothing but a friend at first
Now I need you like a neverending thirst
To want and need to just want to know how your lips would kiss
Will this feeling never cease
You give your heart and soul so freely, but take it back, will it always be like this

Together as friends we are so great as a couple I can only imagine
The passion I hear in your voice but my heart is still saddened
Your heart filled with hurt, not wanting to open but in me sometimes you confide
I couldnt think of my days without you, the tears still fill up my eyes
Once coming to this highest peak together
I felt all the energy come through the line, it seemed to make this feeling even better

Willing to stand here and be your best friend
Knowing I want and need you, but I didnt want out friendship to end

In you I found this person who gives me strength, hope and faith
This is something we have shared for awhile even when the days seem more than I can take
When my heart seems like its ripped into you always know what to say knowing I will survive
All around negativity yet our love keeps us alive

Wondering if love will ever work for us I dont know right now I dont think we can confide

This loving friendship we have is so much more than complete
Knowing if I cant have you one way, even if you wont love me that way, I know my heart will still beat

Love is something we dont take lightly its has to be something true
You are always within my heart forever, there is always a place for you

Please Forgive me

Please forgive me for holding on a little for this love you claimed to have for me
I cant stop this what I feel my heart has loved you so long, still wondering what might be

I know you don’t want to be with me this way

And this is all okay

I still am going to need you in my life, but don’t ask me not to love you

Please forgive me if I do a little more than I should, but as your friend I am always true

I remember everything you said, knowing you don’t lie to me, knowing what I do

Please forgive me if I cannot forget , but I know in my heart one thing our friendship is true

Please forgive me for needing and wanting you here or there

When the world seems to fall apart, the one thing I am sure of is how much you say you care

Don’t deny me this pain when you cannot love me the way I wish, if I cant stop loving you the way I do

That first night you confessed your love, I thought in my mind this is to good to be true

I understand what it is you need to do, we both have love so deep and have been hurt, love isn’t something we take lightly, but I will be what you need me to be even if its just your friend

Please forgive me if I cant stop loving you, I don’t know if you will ever want me that close to you again, but I am with you baby until whatever until the very end

Knowing what we used to say ,wondering do I ever cross your mind at all

I only ask because am I silly in thinking, was I dreaming did you really fall

But then I don’t want to know the answer, just want to be what we can be

One thing I know I am sure of, is that I know you are on my side, always having concerns about me

As I do for you, so please forgive me, if I cant stop loving you, I don’t know what I would do , if you weren’t in my life you are my dearest most precious friend

Something I never want to lose even if I am not the one you love in your heart, friendship so much more, even if I never can stop loving you, as I said before I am with you until the very end

Our First Time

Such love felt shuttering through my entire soul

Love sealed with a beautiful first kiss never ending, sweet love we shared I love you so much you know

Feeling more than I ever thought I could

Please forgive me if I love you more than I should

So excited because you are truly so real to me now, and so scared that it might all go away

Not wanting to wake up find out you dont love me this way

I think I see the fear subside

When I felt a tear fall from your eye

Stronger together in your arms I feel safe, I feel it is where I belong

Finally found the love with you one to be with for all the long

My soul doesnt feel so empty like I have my one true mate

Hoping together forever praying it wont be to late

I would wait forever though if it meant I was waiting for you

Finally now I have what I dreamed a love pure and true

Absolute Love

Finding such absolution with someone who makes yourr heart pound and you mind just races

Not wanting to leave their side remain by each other's side, seeing the love written on their face

Finding the one person in this maddening crowd who makes everything around you make sense

When you are making love its beautiful wild and intense

Not knowing if your going to cry or laugh when you reach the absolute love and perfection

So happy beyond words

Even in silence all can still be heard

Happy in your arms, miserable when I am alone

I dont know if I can do this no more am I wanting to be on my own

Wanting nothing more than the taste of your kiss

Of everything its the greatest thing I miss

Wanting to cry because you are not with me, it is where I feel we belong

Apart feeling so lonely, and together our love more strong

Absolute love it cannot be replace

It is what we have, I know believe that this kind of love is real

Please tell me now this is how you feel

Such Love We Posses

We talked so long you wondered would we ever get together

Sometimes it seemed it would be forever

The more we talked the closer we became

Believing in each other, afraid to tell one another we were feeling the same

Sharing such intimate moments the feelings overwhelming leaving me in the happiest tears

Putting to rest in each other alot of our fears

Instead of saying what we wanted to say it was always I do you know

Finally one day I almost slipped wanting to say I Lo I do taking hold

I heard whispering I love you, I said I love you to

I felt so much, I want to believe we can be true

The absence between us only makes me want you more

Nothing short of wanting to fall at the foot of your door

Feeling the warmth of your love every time I hear your voice

I cant help but love you I have no other choice

I want to be with you the rest of forever

I hope that is how long you want us to stay together

I am with you whatever our furture holds

Standing behind you in all you do brave and bold

I miss you

Every time I close my eyes I dream of you and what we could be

Taken aback by this feeling you give wanting to stay where its just you and me

The loneliness consumes

The pain, aching without you here I must see you again soon

I think about this amazing love we share

The silly and intimate things you do to show how much you care

I know life isnt always fair

But I am so tired of being here without you while your alone over there

I want to lay and wallow within your love

I promise your heart as I know is mine will be taken care of

Praying and hoping someday soon somehow

There is so much more at stake now

Crazy about you thoughts of you cloud my head

Crying myself to sleep laying with Krinkles in the bed

I miss you so I love you I really really do

To you I gave my heart and I believe this love is so very true

true love

I think of you and I how we started in the beginning

Not knowing we would end up here a love that seems to be never ending

So innocent and sweet how we began no pushing or rushing just taking the time

Finding out so much about one another never dreaming there were men like your kind

A love growing so tender

Not being able to control feelings no choice but to surrender

You gave me this feeling like no other without even a touch we grew into this love with such sensation

When your eyes finally met mine that kiss we shared we knew without any hesitation

The scent of you lingers through me such passion making love this calming feeling in the air

Realizing the world seems to stop just you and me you know that place we have been there

Your smile lights me up making me smile the way no other man could

You dont even have to try I see you and the love just seems to run over and flood the way it should

When you look at me I begin to stumble

Yout body touches mine and I tremble

Your touch makes my toes numb and curl up this tingling feeling inside

Waiting patiently for the day to wake up by your side

I will be there always through the good and bad times

Supporting your dreams , hopes having faith you feel the same about mine

Tears fall being over joyed feeling so great so much love we share

I know in my heart we make the perfect pair

You have my heart and soul a place were you and God can dwell

Knowing from him I have found this love someone who loves me so well

I have this trust in you please dont let me down

I know if you left I would wear nothing but a frown

I think sometimes this is all a dream still to good to be true

But being in your arms where I feel safe, feeling everything when you whisper I Love You

I feel like the luckiest person in the world

Honored to be your babygirl

I Love You For

There isnt much more that I can say

I have never felt this way

You seem to know exactly how I feel

Not a dream anymore it seemed to come out so real

Loving you not just for the way you make me feel

But for all the little things you do to show me our love is real

Loving you not just because of the way you know how to touch me

But for the look in your eyes and all that we could be

Right now it seems you are miles apart

The distance not so bad you are the beating of my heart

Seeing the sexy smile curve upon your face

I want to go back you know that very place

Needing you to have faith and believe

Loving you because I know you wont decieve

Needing you to take my hand

Loving me honestly promising not the world but to be the best man you can

Needing you because you are a part of my strength

Loving you because of the support you give stretching it to the very lengths

I need you I swear its true

I know in my heart I love you I really really do

Feelings for You

The taste of you such a sweet delight

Hands that what a pleasurable night

No need to move no need to speak

Please just explode temperatures rising turning up the body heat

Starting at toes, making your way to my thighs

Not believing this feeling such a passionate high

Not missing an inch exploring every curve

Whispering words in my ear some of the sweetest I ve heard

Your tongue my body your lips on mine right there

Savoring ever moment such desire the way you care

Always looking so deep in each others eyes, wanting to feel you inside

Wanting you so much I cannot hide

Bring me down make me fall to my knees

Stroking faster stopping slow I know this is meant to be

So many things I know you love to do

Feeling lost as I take in the length of you

My lips, my chest crying out for the sweetest kiss

More on other spots please dont miss

When my sight escapes you

So lonely aching for your touch this love so true

Feelings of you I will never be the same

Please dont stop please me calling out your name

The little sounds you mutter drives me insane

Please come back share in this delight

Wanting to love you night after night

You are Mine

Love like we share I never thought would come into my life but you found your way into mine
Taking things slow in the beginning before we even began to flirt, before the thoughts of you becoming mine

Something innocent we found in discovering each other getting to know about one another in so many ways

Getting over someone I was when we talked more suddenly my thoughts were more drawn to you we got more intense, sinking into this flirty play

Feelings growing without a touch or a kiss, without even seeing your face

Not even knowing what it would feel like to be in your warm embrace

My soul seems to of been filled with this love, so beyond like any other

For the first time when I wanted to run, you are the one I wanted to run to wanting to be one another

My heart calls out you, as you listen, answering the call with your love when I hear your voice or feel your kiss

When I am not with you somehow, I didn’t know just how much of you I could miss

You are the limit of this undying love for me

There is no place I would rather

Making love as we gaze into one another’s eyes

Feeling the passion build up the tears fill up I am about to cry

Knowing there is no other man for me in this life

Wondering if someday I could really be your wife

The mother of your children what an honor that would be

So much outside the little box I can see

Waiting for the day see what the brings

I am sure nothing but many more good things

The Rest of Ever

We met some time ago never thinking we would get this close to see

I never dreamed that I would find, that you could be the one for me

We talked off and on as the time passed learning bits and pieces here and there

Never knowing that one day you could so deeply care

One day later in time we began to talk a little more

Finding myself so comfortable with you, you began to open that tiny little door

Thinking that he crushed my heart, in fact to find he had set me free

To find something more passionate with you, not believing what could be

Talking one day about my panty drawer of all things, not even a naughty word and yet completely turned on

I knew then we were growing, this very special bond

We started talking on the phone which turned into every day

Always having to hear your voice to help me get through the way

Closer still we grow suddenly it Christmas Eve

I could think of nothing else that awful night, but wanting you to come and help me flee

Realizing then I think even before I had fallen in love with you

So scared about the fact, when we couldn’t talk I still didn’t know what to do

I had no idea if you felt the same

Did your heart flutter at the sound of my name

I wanted to tell you so many times we even started saying I do you know

Letting it slip out almost, I said “ I lo” I mean I do thinking the other was a big no no

Then I heard you whisper silently I love you

I almost cried saying I love you to

Every day it seems I love you more, the closer we get the more that box we talk about begins to open feelings come out pouring

Love and life with you will never be dull or boring

Expressing our feelings every time we make love, it seems there are no words to describe

From all this our hearts even our souls could never again hide

A love we hold that’s rare, what so many want and few are able to find

Love that is beautiful , precious one of a kind

Limitless undying love, unconditional not even if we wanted, we cannot let go

Wanting to be with you as your wife, have your children be happy and with you grow old

Scared at the thought of what the future might sneak upon us, not knowing what it will hold

All I figure now we take it one day at a time going with as it unfolds

No matter what happens I am with you all the way hopefully finding a place to forever

Because I know in my heart I will love you the rest of ever

Dancing with the Moonlight You

A love that never seemed possible but if you could see the beauty it brings

Not quite sure how we fell upon one another, it was one of those things

That one Christmas Eve night, I was thinking how much I had fallen not sure what to do

Could this be what I wanted, dreaming of dancing in the moonlight with you



We were friends I never dreamed for me this much you cared

Carrying around this piece of paper swearing your love to me

Cant stop this feeling, seeing everything together we are mean to me

Could this be dream you were having to

Dreaming of dancing in the moonlight just me and you

Promise me now that we will find a way to make this work, because I want to be with you

I know you want to be with me, I know what we have is real, I know this love is true

Everything I am all the love I have is because of your love for me, so true to my heart

I don’t see anything or anyone that could tear what we have apart

Memories we make together only to build this life we want to share forever

Always you will be mine until the rest of ever

Only us two

As one dancing in the moonlight me and you

The Way We Make Love

Hearts and bodies come in with an open mind
To fulfill the desire, getting lost with you, forgetting all sense of time
Love so deep its beyond any word one can describe

I feel it so passionately when I look into your adoring eyes

Feeling of infinity forever me and you
Lonely souls drifting ending here with me and you

A loving look into each others eyes
I cannot ask for more than you being at my side

This love it burns through our body a deeper place it dwells
Knowing each other so intimately, knowing my body so well

Such tender loving in everything you touch let my hand be your guide
Bodies, hearts, emotions of love so much its so hard to describe

So thankful we did not give up, it seemed to be destiny or fate
Whatever it may be called this wave of loving affection is so beyond great

I have such adoration for you, you know its true
Nothing can separate us, all we need is me and you

Before even this sexual attraction we had found which seems so complete
Made for each other we are, to whisper this love I can barely breathe

You hold my hand as if there is not tomorrow looking deeply into my eyes

Both of us wanting nothing more than just to share our lives

Sitting beside you on the bed, I feel your hands touching me there

Moving slowly you tease me fingers running through my hair


A love so intense we feel it wherever we are
Limitless undying love felt no matter the distance far

Your fingers and palms of hands caressing my face
As we kiss together, in this lovers dance feeling the power of your embrace

My fingers catch yours before they move farther down
Looking at each other love deeply in our eyes, and this playful lust we have as I pull you with me to the ground

Eyes smiling, seeing everything as they are open wide
Love and emotion we feel forever inside

As we fall back on the bed you give me this playful naughty grin
As you stare down into my eyes I know this love will never end

Pulling off clothes, trying to be sexy and it seems the rip so fast
Touching here and there Oh God please let this feeling last

Palms of your hands grab my face as you kiss me so passionately
Love so beautiful between us two admiring each others nakedness

Exploring with our mouth, hearts so full such love between me and you
Together we are but one soul never again alone as two

Claiming your hands on my spine up and down such a pleasure you are mine
This love we have so radiant and divine

Gliding hands up and down from top to the bottom
Such feelings we have, a fiery passion we make love quite often

Your mouth trailing my body, with your tongue you make your way
Me squirming all around
Wanting to scream and yet barely making a sound

Your hands resting on my shoulders listening to that loving sigh
Whispering I love seeing the adoration you have for me in your beautiful eyes

Sensations of pleasure as you make your way hips rotating side to side
My hands lay upon your chest, no words just such happiness inside

Coming into my body as deep as you can be
Your head falls back, not knowing what to feel my toes curl you kiss me feverishly
Together our souls bound by this love forever absolutely sweet

No fighting it anymore we must surrender admit defeat

Holding my hands in yours as feelings grow even stronger
Eyes locked into each other, we lay there this lovingly just a little longer

Kissing me from my shoulder, up my neck nibbling my ear the way you do
Bodies entangled in this loving way, breathing as one me and you

Laying together feeling the power of our bodies connection
Up and down, my hands on your chest moaning and screaming you hear
Bodies and spirits connected going to scream louder I fear

Starting to sweat from our bodies natural dew
Feelings and orgasms, Oh My Dear God this feeling between me and you

Then onto your body, I clutch so tight, holding onto your breasts
We make a vow to promise our love forever even in death

Loving to hear my sounds, I let out this silent cry
This love so beautiful what I feel when I look into your eyes

Slowly pacing thrusting hard and deep
My legs wrap around you,
our eyes with love volumes speak

So strong we love on this endless plane
Together so in love so intense me and you

On your chest my legs pull you deeper into me
Loving you so much, as if we are immorality
One soul, one heart, one body our love will forever beam
Love so sacred the rest of forever it seems

Smiling down at me our fingers interlace
the love is strong electric currents as we embrace

Belonging only to each other, true love we found, flowing so free
Loving each other for who we are, we are so meant to be

Into your back my nails graze up and down your spine
Our mouths kissing passionately oblivious to time

Slowly pacing still, swallow and a little deep
Our hearts and bodies boiling over, causing so much heat

All around your face, your eyes forever I will adore
Moaning out my name, the more I thrust wanting you more and more

Soul to soul we are forever tied
A spirit so bright it will forever shine

My body urging you to go faster I have no choice but to obey
Together we feel this ultimate high I don’t know what else to say

You bend my hands back I scream my toes curl behind your spine
Screaming out as we explode together oh so very fine

Releasing together our hearts race I fall back into your embrace
Looking deeply at one another we kiss, exhausted we sleep close face to face

Untitled for now...

A feeling of weakness when I gaze into your eyes

I never knew there could a love that in a good way could make you cry

Never knowing it could of been us in this place

That it was your arms holding me when all goes wrong, finally now where I feel safe

Love has left us both broken the scars we bare visible for all to see

Realizing talking to you, I just needed someone who truly believed in me

Opening up saying so much, dropping the wall to let your love inside my heart

Taking the chance you wont rip it all apart

Making me laugh or smile at all the right times

Lucky to have such love, so glad that you are mine

Laying with you, when we are making love forgetting everything just you and me

Cuddling up so close eyes fill with tears as the passion seems to flee

Wishing we had more time, this distance between us, not far but seems miles away

I cannot wait to be with every night, in your arms where I belong where I want to stay

Knowing soon our love will be growing into so much more

So excited to see you time is coming soon, dragging you in pushing to the floor

Knowing we have a way to make it through the bedroom door

But even more lasting I am yours forevermore

Knowing you have found that one person who seems to make your day complete. Knowing someone is going to be there for you at the end of the day when something just goes all wrong, to make you feel better. Knowing you have a person who loves you for who you are and wont change you because there is to much wrong, loving you for your flaws as well as your strengths.....

What I am getting ready to add below, I was laying on his chest while he read this to me, being in his arms while listening to the sound of his voice more than anything I think this is what got to me....

Love


Then said Almitra, "Speak to us of Love."

And he raised his head and looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them.

And with a great voice he said:

When love beckons to you follow him,

Though his ways are hard and steep.

And when his wings enfold you yield to him,

Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.

And when he speaks to you believe in him,

Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden.

For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning.

Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,

So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.

Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself.

He threshes you to make you naked.

He sifts you to free you from your husks.

He grinds you to whiteness.

He kneads you until you are pliant;

And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast.

All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart.

But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure,

Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor,

Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears.

Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself.

Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;

For love is sufficient unto love.

When you love you should not say, "God is in my heart," but rather, I am in the heart of God."

And think not you can direct the course of love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.

Love has no other desire but to fulfil itself.

But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:

To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.

To know the pain of too much tenderness.

To be wounded by your own understanding of love;

And to bleed willingly and joyfully.

To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;

To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;

To return home at eventide with gratitude;

And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.

Hearing him utter such words of love makes me wonder...Can there be such a perfect love between two people? Can it really exist? This love on a totally different plain? A love that you feel through your entire body and soul? The answer is yes.

A place deep in your soul, where only God and this one person may exist...Taking the time to create such a wonderful person for just me.

Finding this with you my darling such a beautiful wonderful place to be. Promise you will love me forever? I am now and forever always only yours

Forever mine

Your burn brightly through the depths of my soul
The love you give so much more than I could ever know

Feelings that grew we could not deny
Feeling it when your body makes love to mine
Breathing tighter it becomes so intense
Hands roaming, feelings so crazy it makes no sense
Watching you with your eyes looking in mine
Having been lost in this place with you, no concept of time
Begging you for more, so much passion to release
I tell you do what you want I am yours wanting to please
Knowing together what you and I can do
Desperate longing my only desire to be with you
An eternal ache only you can heal
Knowing when we make love it is very real
Broke the barriers you tore down the wall around my heart

Gave me hope that not everyone wants to rip it apart
I know you want to make love to me right now
Deep down inside, somewhere somehow
Those things you do that drive me out of mind
Begging you again please just one more time
Your body wrapped lovingly us intertwined
Full of love we hold so deep inside
In your arms is where I want to be
Forever craving you, I know how much you love me
You know you want me don’t you
I can see that little grin in your eyes, you know its true
How our hearts and bodies seem to fit so naturally knowing each others desires
Forever quenching the need, to always try and put out the fire
Knowing it will never die out this love that we share between us two

Love so beautiful I am so glad I am with you
Hoping we have this one love that will last for all time
I am forever yours if you are forever mine

An Eternal Flame

Beautiful love such as ours, filled with such intensity
A love fulfilled completely one made by you and me
I feel you are the one my one true destiny
Feeling it in your touch, so connected when we make love
Always wanting you here with me, something so beyond high and above

A flame that slowly burns
Seeing such beauty through the day and night
I see it in your eyes, a passion that aches and yearns
Holding each other so very tight
Without you I fear I would not see the light

A burning flame
We fit perfectly as one no one else I want to see
I wonder still if you feel the same
Then I look in your eyes, and feel the love when I hear you speak my name

An aching between us, a flame that seems to always burn
Quietly moaning, gasping out kissing you as your lips whisper my name
I feel your heart beating next to me, I feel an emptiness without you, slowly churns
You take to this place, needing to feel the same
Connected by more than mere words or touch, deep into my soul is where you dwell
Holding on for dear life, not wanting to choose between with or without you, not even between heaven or hell

Your hands have such power, possesses my entire body
Like we feed on each others energy, so intensifying
Taking it to the limit, making me feel so special like I am somebody
With you love is so satisfying

The brush of your lips, the softness of your kiss
A wonderful feeling such passion
Making me want you, can you feel, when you aren’t here do you miss
Wanting to feel your body next to me, skin upon skin
Hearts and souls bind as one such amazing love over and over again


Trailing your lips from my neck all the way down and back to my ears

Whispering in as you kiss the words I love to hear
Taking me to somewhere new feeling satisfied and so complete
Vulnerable still to your hands, as the move so slowly I must admit defeat
Lips circling the tips, peering into my eyes seeing our love so deep
A love found, and kept wonderfully harmonized

Fingers entangled in my hair
Where I am wet what am I to do, what will you
Kissing me tenderly, moving on top this loving stare
My little noises that make you crazy driving you crazy, saying oh this is what I must do
Underneath now, feeling pinned that smile saying, what I am going to do to you

Suddenly feeling like nothing else can take me this high
Kneeling over me, kissing my lips rubbing my tummy to
Knowing only you can take me to this other side
Your hand possess my body, there is nothing I can do

Fingers touching my nipples, hard to your touch
Feeling your hardness, aching I cannot get enough

Stiffening more as I clutch you in my embrace
Taking you now to this higher place

Making my toes curl, oh god the way your tongue feels
The pleasure you’ve given me like nothing before
My wounds of darkness , and heartache your touch has seemed to heal

I know I have found the man, all my life I have been searching for

Your arms embrace me, your legs tangle with mine
Gently upon the bed, feeling your hardness as strong as it can be
Coming in slowly just taking your time
Your body fitting mine so perfectly
Enjoying this love we share, not wanting to let go of you and I

Connected in every sense, emotionally, physically, and spiritually
Spilling out our hear hearts so intimately
Just the essence of you, your scent lingering in the air
My hands intertwined with yours feeling overwhelmed by this intimacy

Lost in this beautiful soft amazing paradise
So sacred now we have a bond with one single tie
Always when I see you
I know this is where my destiny lies

Love Comes Home

The thought of being without the person you love is such a disappointing thing. Being so close to one another and yet you still feel like you are a thousand miles apart. Or even if your ocean apart the effect is still the same.  Being so together, and yet never feeling more alone when you arent talking, or being in each other's arms even just being near one another.

It had been so long since to got to see him, she was missing him so bad, like an aching burning beneath her very soul. She wants to him so bad, wondering what he might be doing, wondering if he misses her to.

He was sitting in his chair his thoughts drift to her. Wondering what she was doing at this moment, what was she wearing, was she spraying her body with that intoxicating perfume he loves, or rubbing her body down with lotion, damn he was making himself hard just thinking about her. He wondered if he should call at least one part of his body was agreeing that he should.

She was laying out on the bed, rolling with his scent he left on her favorite stuffed animal, a tigger (their own private pouncing joke).  He called her there and wondering if he could come see her..She felt the flutters in her stomach, her heart racing at the chance to be in his arms again... They talked a few moments more and she sat waiting patiently for his arrival.

She saw his lights pulling into her drive, she was wearing that perfume he loved her hair all a mess but couldnt wait to jump in his arms.. He walked up and the kiddo was home with some of her friends, they excused themselves to her room. They relax there a moment knowing they will have to go soon, to take the kids to a party but the anticipation was just to much, she couldnt resist kissing him. It had been awhile since they had gotten to see each other, and his touch had a way with her.. They locked themselves in the room and got lost in a world of just being alone together. He wanted her so much she could feel it through his jeans. Before either of them realized the clothes were gone and he was inside her. Kissing her the way he does, his mouth is such an addiction. She wanted to cry out so badly, knowing she couldnt he was holding her mouth, not to tight just enough her screams wouldnt be heard outside the bedroom door. Making love like this she had no idea she could come the whole time the were making love, oh my God something no other man has had the power to do. Knowing they had to leave soon, but still far from over, they drove the kiddos to their party and went right back to her house. To that place again. Taking her one way, then another and then another..Kissing and nibbling her neck, driving her wild, telling her how much he wanted her. Being a little agressive, a little sweet and gentle all in the same time, making her want to scream at the touch of her lungs. She felt her herself getting excited more and more, feeling him getting closer and closer.  Feeling his hot breath next to her as he takes her from behind feeling how much power he has behind his drive. Turning over to kiss him and lay there quietly...Oh my gosh what feelings they share...Nothing more to do he decides to spend the night, they enjoy each others company making love and falling exhausted in one anothers arms. The best place in the world...to just lay there and forget the world.

lets Get Lost

I was just sitting there waiting for my turn to begin

You look up to smile my way I whisper damn it here goes my heart again

When I heard you speak your voice stirred something deep inside

The connection between us something we cannot hide

I dont know how you did it, but you broke the wall around my heart

That first kiss we felt, that touch on my leg my heart was nothing, nothing can rip that apart

The way you look at me, the way your lips touch mine

Your body feels so right laying next to mine

You make me weak in the knees, laying there losing all sense of time

Passion and love that grows with each passing day, no matter how bad, I run to you, the best way to clear whats in my mind

Doesnt matter how we spend our time together

I know we will end up in a place you and me the rest of ever

Not being able to see you feels like I have been banished seems like pure hell on earth

Do you know how much I need to be with you, and when I am not how much it hurts

I miss the laughter we share, the tears we cry in those intimate moments, those loving looks and the pleasure of your kiss

Making love to you the way we do, but this isnt the only thing I miss

I never knew the meaning of lonely until I was with you

Not because of being without, but being without you I dont know what to do

I miss the way you nibble on my ear

I miss the way you pull me near

I know soon it will come to be this plan

I dont see how soon but we must do all we can

To be apart from the one I love

More than I can bare sometimes, so much we will take of

Until then I am here waiting for you

Loving you with all I have, and know my love it is so very true

Awaiting His Arrival....

I have to tell you about this night. It was so amazing, he finally got a night free from work, told me he was coming over. I have been missing him so much, it had been awhile since I saw him last. While I was waiting patiently I decided to do a few little things, I went around lighting candles, playing some soft in the mood music. I took a quicker bubble bath and thought maybe I should be a little sexy for him. I found these new thigh high stocking I bought, cute little pink bows on top of black stockings...and a touch of black lingere. Lightly scented the room with a touch of my perfume. My hair all a mess a little damp from the bath. He calls saying baby I am almost there, I told him to come in I was in my room waiting. We talked until he came to my door, when he come in I was so excited to to see him. He slides up to me from the bottom of the bed, his hands carressing my legs, feeling the stockings, seeing the smile on his face as he watches me. He holds for what seems forever. We talk a bit about some things, until I feel him carressing me. His hands have this spark that lights a fire to my entire body. I close my eyes, feel him touching me, kissing me in all the right places. He kisses me all the way down until he comes to that place that is so hot, feeling the wanton desire he carresses me with his tongue, feeling the passion I hadnt in so long.  He comes back up kisses me tenderly again, before I know it we are making love. His love takes me to this natural high I cannot explain. The way he makes love to me, so slow, a little rough..We made love so many ways, until we come to this mind blowing orgasm..we fall back in each others arms...he holds me close, kisses me softly, we hold hands we talk, we are watching tv..he kisses me passionately again, we end up making love again..Me up there looking down at him ..getting to fall asleep so exhausted in his arms..its like heaven..I hate it when we have to say goodbye..it kills me..feels like we hold on so tight and kiss a million times. He watches me as I walk back on the porch, drops his bag and runs back to my arms for one more long embrace promising to return soon. Watching as he pulls away I text him Miss u Already, he sends me one back I do you know. It melts my heart...Awaiting his return...    

A New Feeling

I don’t want to be the mushy romantic

I don’t think that is your style

All I know is how I feel and each time you make me smile

I am not sure what stirs within your heart

I only pray its awhile before we ever part

The night you held me gazing into each other’s eyes

I couldn’t help it emotions built up I started to cry

I had a rush come over me my world crumbling down

I remember the sadness how much I was beginning to frown

Then back in reality you still there on the bed you holding me so tight

Looking into your eyes kissing you wishing I could turn back time and you’d stay one more night

I cherish our time I only wish we had more

But each time I see its always better than before

I don’t know if you feel the same way

I pray you do I don’t know what more to say

Maybe you could tell me what’s on your mind let me know about this

I don’t know if its yes, lets settle with a tender kiss

Soulmates

We all go through our own trials and tests, some so hard it makes us cry
Thought love had given up on me, yet here we are you and I

Such a passionate love we share the world closed but only to you and me
Feeling so much feeding off each other’s energy

All the passion built up, seeing the love in your eyes
Something that is mine and yours found in this moment in time
Our connection so strong, no words can even describe
Just this feeling your love gives to me, from it we cannot hide
I don’t want you to feel like I need or want you to much
When it comes to this love so real is it really ever enough?

The love we feel, the way your mouth has a way with me
Holding no secrets, cannot tell a lie
In each other we seem hypnotized

You kissing my hand doing that thing you know you do
A passion reached so high, nothing above me and you

Feeling your hot breath beating at the nap of my neck
Paths crossing continually always waiting to intersect

Holding me down so tight, at the time you really thrust
Intertwined a combination between making love and lust

Our energy is beating pounding out of control
Knowing its love feeling it through our heart, body and soul

Uttering these yet not so silent sounds a moan, a sigh in the air
Feeling stirring like crazy all this love we share


Holding your hands in mine when you hold me down to thrust inside
My fingers roam down your back passion wanting to explode feeling tears in my eyes
Feeling it build I know we both want to just release
Holding on to each other, shuttering beneath you, my body out of control it admits defeat

Under my breath I sigh, I think I hear you to
Clenching into your back I don’t know what else to do
Within each other’s arms we fall exhausted, only in a world of me and you
I believe love is love, it can be true, sometimes it can be so blind
Only happiness is what I was seeking to find

Your burning kisses my appetite for you will never decrease
This love so profound it was begging to be released
Two spirits that are one for each other
Even in death I bet we are bonded to one another

Exploring each other, feeling , tasting teasing oh my what else will you do
Only with each other, oh you say the things I want to do to you

Some live a lifetime not knowing this ecstasy
Rustling in the waves just you and me
Forever we are one this beautiful destiny

Finding so many ways to please each other
Eyes forever gazing looking deeply into one another
When we make love it seems so wondrously long
Feelings are definitely strong

A smile of pleasure love is there for all to see
As I feel between your body between your knees

Softly we recover after expressing love
Laying in each other’s arms staring into the heaven’s above 

Skin to skin we lay love filling this perfect harmony
Still passion fills the room
True love is no ties or boundaries

Even in a restricted place our love will be
Liberal no power can ever undo
The meaning of two souls forever like me and you

Meeting different times different places yet
Forever the same inside consistent and true
Always to be found within each other a love
Belonging to me and you

Together we shall be

This is for you my one true love

My precious gift from God above

I promise you this and now

I will be with you always some way somehow

I love you with all my heart and soul

With no one else do I want to grow old

You are my lover, my best friend

A love so strong we share, I hope until eternity’s end

Not being able to deny what is in our hearts

Scared sometimes it might all fall apart

You saved me from drowning reliving in the past

Gave me hope that love can be real, it can be true to last

Whenever your around my heart beats so fast

Since that first kiss you’ve lifted me so high no more shadow cast

I know we could have this love we share forever

Don’t give up on me, all I see is you and I together

A love that could last through space and time

A joy I have knowing you could always be mine

My Love for You

It seems the day we first met

Watching the sun rise in your heart and through your eyes I see it set

Sometimes I wonder if I love you to much, turning into such a girl and cry

Being away from you makes me feel so alone sometimes, wanting to be with you more we have to try

I remember the look of love I see written on your face

The power I feel when you hold me in your embrace

I feel in my heart we have the love that is meant to be

A love so real others look and smile when they see

Seeing the love I feel my heart melt

So overwhelming this passion we have felt

Sometimes I wonder if its just a dream

Can you understand my frustrations and hear the not so silent screams

Time with you will never get old

I don’t feel like you would push me out in the cold

Loving you I will do forever, probably until the day I die

I see this with you, as a tear falls from your eye

Hoping we will always be together

To share this love I have for you, always and forever

For you

When my world seems to fall to pieces and nothing seems to ever go right

I used to want to lay just give up thinking it wasn’t worth the fight

Seeing a reflection staring back at me, another bad day it was going to be, I just didn’t want to care

Feeling like I wasn’t worthy to have the love I dreamed about that no one wanted to be there

I see the people around me, seems they slow down to stare but no one stops to see what is wrong

I didn’t know if I could have the faith anymore, I felt like I could no longer be strong

When I met you in the beginning I didn’t think we would ever be so close the way we are

I didn’t know our friendship would get this far

You are there for me like no one else has ever been

Even if I feel like I am going to fall you are there to pick me up again

All my walls seem to be caving in, the barrier seems to fall shorter as the days go by

Feeling so close to you, that when you are away sometimes I feel the need to cry

Given me a new light to see that love can be real

Showing me not all is bad, I know this the way you’ve touched my heart, the way you make me feel

I don’t know how I got so lucky to of found someone as wonderful as you

I promise this my heart is yours my love will always be true

Knowing we are there to comfort each other through all the days we share

I hope they last forever only time will tell, but I think its safe to say you will always be there

I will always be there with you, I want you to know you are not alone

Maybe together we will be stronger not having to always do things on our own

Even when we are apart we can pick up the phone just the sound of each others voice

Loving you I know I will do for a long time, my heart gives me no other choice

All I see is you and the beautiful love you give me

You have given me something that cannot be replaced, something I feel is always meant to be

I want to give you love and so much more

A love that is worth the fighting for

Something in this life that is worth living for, I just wanted you to know all of this

I want to tell you so much more, there is nothing I want to miss

Wanting to stay with you forever in this place

Never wanting for more, nothing more than to forever be in your embrace

First Kiss Continued....

Moving from the coffee shop they went to their room where they were staying they had planned this whole day together after that kiss all they wanted to do was stay in the room. Laying skin to skin next to one  another, they were kissing again, and making love like they had talked about, dreamed about, being that close to him sent her to places she never thought she could go. She had always closed her eyes, and he asked her to keep his eyes open when they made love he wanted to see her. Making love so passionately and so completely lost in each other she was crying from all the emotion, at that moment the tears come to it was the most wonderful amazing experience she had ever known with a man, Could it be because she had found her true love and that is what made it all the more amazing?

Tonight...

Tonight the moon cast a reflection of your smile
The reflection so beautiful you could see it for miles
A tear ran down my face
Longing nothing more than to feel your embrace
Memories of you never erase
Please come to me in this place
A love that feels my soul better tan anything in this world
Never forgetting the first time you called me your baby girl
The pain comes from so deep inside
When I am not with you all I want to do is cry
Even though we are seperated by miles it isnt to far away
You promised soon in a place together we will stay
You are the light in my life
Lets enjoy the promise of tonight

First Kiss Remembered....

They had met like three years ago online off and on for months, her to afraid to get her heart broken again, so afraid to try love at all. But she met this man and fell madly in love with him. The time come for them to meet, he was nervous, she was nervous. She knew she wasnt the beautiful woman he was holding out for,but love overrode the fears and there he was in the snowy parking lot of the coffee shop waiting for her. She was playing with her hair , biting her bottom lip, looking in the mirror what if he didnt like her in person, was he having the same anxiety and fears? She grabbed the door handle her hand shaking a little she got out walking toward him. He saw her get out, he met her halfway, they looked in each others eyes, he took her in his arms it was that instant spark. Built so high on the phone, the way they talked the very intimate phone conversations, she wanted to kiss him so much. It was freezing outside the coffee shop wasnt open so they went back to his car. Holding hands as they walked back to the car, closing the doors he invites her in his arms. She knew she was safe the moment he embraced her. Resting her head on his shoulders, looking up into his adoring eyes, he leans over his lips touches hers it was unlike anything she had ever felt, this burning fire made her feel so alive. The kiss deepens his whole body leans into her, his hand on her thigh as hers was on his, moving higher. You could feel the love rushing through them, moving closer still wanting so much more of each other he whispered I love you, she said I love you to, I dont think coffee was on their minds anymore. All the wanted was each other.

my true sanity

I see the books,
I feel the looks
not sure who I am not one for vanity
but I dream where is my true sanity

There are things in this life I never got to achieve
Maybe its because you never believed
God please send me a guardian angel to keep me from crying
Glowing outside but inside I am dying

Begging you God please make me not be able to love if heartache is what it brings
All I do is cry its like piercing death
I feel so out of breath

An angel please give me my strength back
Not taking a chance for granted we need a second chance
A fallen angel every day my spirit lifted a little more
Apperciating what is given a tiny glance in the door

Love I am not ready to find
Right now my true sanity is what I need a clear mind
One day I'll be able to say goodbye
And rise above the tears of pain
And have the strength once more to love and only then
it will be happy tears I cry...
Written by: Jenna 3/15/2011

Hazel Eyes

My heart is broken
though it somehow still beats
I feel no more
even though it seems like defeat

I fear myself
to love I may go blind
Not reaching for the stars
Nothing left to hide behind
I scream out loud burst into tears
No one sees

No one wants to hear
One minute we are fire
then cold as ice
hating love then feeling that passionate desire
Once loving everyone
I fall into this sleep

hating no one
still talking
your still walking
missing your hazel eyes
so hungry for you
I could just die
I'll fall I'll rise
until again I see your hazel eyes
Written by : Jenna 3/15/2011

Drugs or Her Who Wins...?

Buried under this burden
Nothing is for certain
Drinking again could it be the beath of her

Not sure where she is coming from these days
Doubtful now she will change her ways
I worry so much about her

Drugs override her rational mind
What happens when she runs out of time
What will happen to her

Friends mean more thinking they know everything
Trouble is all they bring
They are just fooling her

It drives me mad I cry and pray
Hoping she will see a light through the darkening day
One more fix today tomorrow will it be up for her?

God give me strength to fight to the end
Hoping its not hers let her make amends
I love her I know God loves her to Does she love herself who knows....
Written By Jenna 3/25/2011