Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Mirrored Reflection


Seeing through my friends eye of what I have been writing may leave the impression that I am not over someone. I am not in love with this person, and I am not going back to this person. Just some days it is hard when our band plays on the radio, or I hear a song he used to sing to me. I was inspired to write this just a few minutes ago by my best friend. I was looking at myself and what I would become if I dont just take a few steps back and change my direction. Rod you are the greatest friend anyone could ever have and I am honored to be yours. Love you bunches.

Mirrored Reflection

Seeing myself in the mirror I didn’t like the reflection looking back at me

I told myself I needed to change if my heart was ever going to be free

Looking through the glass I saw what I had lost

A love I thought so strong, but it was tainted and now look at the cost

Yes my heart was shattered seemed I was slipping in the dark

Worse than any animal that could rip your flesh apart

Looking through the glass I thought I saw you there

Staring back at me it seemed an illusion this face that claims to care

Seeing you I thought my heart would surely stop its beat

Fall right out of my chest and hit between the dirt and my feet

It didn’t you see as I am still here

Wondering what tomorrow will bring, when your voice in my head I don’t hear

Seeing you looking back at me as if you had something to say

But what else could there be, you made your choice that day

My heart my be crushed because I know what we had was so real

But sometimes you have to move on even if its not in what you feel

I saw it in my writing what I obviously cant deny

Yes I love you still but I don’t want the chance for you again to make me cry

Love can change even though it still is embedded in your heart

I just cant stay with you, I am tired of being ripped apart

I am getting through without you little more every day that goes by

I will get over you its working now I don’t even have to try

You are now not the first thing on my mind

I don’t use our memories to pass the time

I am moving on to bigger and brighter things

Enjoying life looking through the glass I see the beginning of change

Wonderful and grand at what could in store

A glorious it will be when my heart doesn’t love you anymore



My best friend Rod helped inspire this one. I hope you will enjoy. Thank you Rod for making me see the light in things and keeping me from sliding into darkness.

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