my true sanity

I see the books,
I feel the looks
not sure who I am not one for vanity
but I dream where is my true sanity

There are things in this life I never got to achieve
Maybe its because you never believed
God please send me a guardian angel to keep me from crying
Glowing outside but inside I am dying

Begging you God please make me not be able to love if heartache is what it brings
All I do is cry its like piercing death
I feel so out of breath

An angel please give me my strength back
Not taking a chance for granted we need a second chance
A fallen angel every day my spirit lifted a little more
Apperciating what is given a tiny glance in the door

Love I am not ready to find
Right now my true sanity is what I need a clear mind
One day I'll be able to say goodbye
And rise above the tears of pain
And have the strength once more to love and only then
it will be happy tears I cry...
Written by: Jenna 3/15/2011