Tears have fallen from my eyes before
These that fall now behind them mean so much more
A love for someone, a love so strong deep into my soul
I dont know what to say when he says he feels empty, yet loving me there is just so much I wish to know
He says it isn't the time for us to be together, that it doesnt mean he doesnt love, just needs to find something within himself
I sit here alone thinking how dear he is, my precious friend I am beside myself
Staring at each other's pictures, wondering if there will be the ability to act upon desire
Or will the emptiness linger about, slowly fading into the fire
Feeling as though I am being a bother, not giving him the space he needs, when I feel hurt, its him I always run to, but I cant do that right now
I will always be in his corner to listen to whatever he needs, being the friend I should be, I have to deal with my emotions on my own somehow
Loving each other may not be enough, wanting to just kiss him, hold him, make love to him, knowing it might not be, I have to put that in the back of my mind
I have to be his friend, not try to be the lover, its not what he needs rights right now, maybe all he needs is time
His friendship and his love means everything in the world to me
Praying he will find what he is looking for, the happiness he needs to be set free
Even if that happiness isnt with me no matter how it hurts I will be there until the end
Always loving with all my heart, but first and forever being your friend
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